The big picture of it all, being the person that I am, I really felt horrible. You almost want to punish yourself. I know I’m never going to win the battle of public opinion. Honestly, I almost felt like at one point that it wasn’t worth living. I see why people commit suicide.
Ray touched on his relationship with his wife Janay, simply saying:
Every day gets better.
He was immediately suspended from the Ravens once the footage surfaced the web. Ray continues:
“It’s tough, I realize that’s a battle I’m going to have to face for the rest of my life,” Rice said. “Time does heal everything, but I don’t think people are going to forget this. I want people to not forget about the incident, but I want people to see there’s a human being on the other side. This is not a monster, a guy who’s a repeat offender. I’m not the guy they stereotype me to be. I’m not excusing what I did.”
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SOURCE: Baltimore Sun | PHOTO CREDIT: Getty
Ray Rice Opens Up About Elevator Fight: “I See Why People Commit Suicide” was originally published on globalgrind.com